I know this woman because I've been this woman

For decades I was the reliable & capable daughter, sister, friend, wife, co-worker, woman.

I'm the eldest daughter of Punjabi immigrants who worked twelve-hour days — I learned early that life was hard.

I built a life on pushing through, working harder and accepting this as my karma.

I got straight A's. Worked a part time job from 16. Woke up at 4am to have cold showers and pray for 2 hours before getting my siblings ready for school.

This set me up to look for ways to earn love, affection, money, joy and even rest. My life was built around- "if I work harder, I will be worthy"

It was the perfect blueprint for a human doing, not a human being.

So I did what we do, I healed my patterns, my trauma, my nervous system. Did the retreats, the coaching, the ceremonies. I did the work and eventually things stabilised. I had, for the most part, healed.

The Space After the Work Is Done

Okay, so we've processed enough of our trauma, integrated and created space, now what?

Perhaps you are edging that part of your own journey right now or you are on your way. There's a lot out there on recognizing trauma, responding to trauma, and healing trauma, but far less on what comes after — the integration and the alive phase, when you've done the work, and the work finally settles.

A New Baseline of Joy

It's a soft, gooey, yummy, juicy space that honestly feels strange and weird!

If you've ever watched a baby giraffe take its first steps, it kind of looks and feels like that at first — gangly, wobbly, and yet so, so beautiful.

After years of inner work, we assume reaching a baseline of joy will simply feel good, but it can feel unfamiliar and disorientating. I'll never forget driving to the shops one normal afternoon where I felt this spontaneous orgasmic joy, and then it just kept happening. And I kept questioning it and second-guessing it.

But this was a new baseline of joy, for no apparent reason, after decades of deep healing.

This is why I created RECEIVE.

I've noticed that people know how to show up for the healing process but there are not many places for the nervous system adjustment required after you've healed.

I want to invite every magical, kind-hearted, playful, intuitive woman like you into a container where you are going to learn to pull your desires towards you.

I'm going to teach you how to stop pushing so much to get what you want and chasing and proving and all of the things that we do from the energetics of the over-giver.

You are going to actually learn to give from a place of receptivity, to be able to allow what you wants to come to you, to invite the energy, the frequency to move through you.

And I'm going to do this is by inviting you to come join me for five energy pulls.